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Nucking Futs.

Thu Jan 3, 2008, 3:58 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
This day sucked ass.

I feel so low, it's like I'm at the bottom of the ocean.

Exams are coming, there's a hole in my heart where someone was, a guy I like likes me and wants to go out but I have never really gone out with anyone because I'm a FREAK and I don't know what to do, and my birthday is coming up.

The last one ain't as bad as the rest, but it still sucks. I'm another year older...fuck. It feels like life is passing me by and there's nothing I can do about it except watch and wave.

God...I really do like Eddie...

And he gave me an Avenged Sevenfold t-shirt today for Christmas...

I gave him my razorblade necklace, since it's special to me. Now it's even better...

UGH. This sucks.

-uber sigh-



And, super embarrassing:

I forgot how to play my violin today in orchestra.

Woo, talk about stupid.

I started looking for frets on it and my fingers were confused when they realized there was only 4 strings instead of 6.

Ugh.

It eventually all came back to me, but...still. Embarrassment.





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I moved my Fee&Gee sims again. They live in a bigger house, bigger rooms, awesome back yard, and a huge pool. I <3 pools...for some reason. -shrug-

Frankie reached like, platinum aspiration or whatever as he was making out with Gee-tard. :)


So cute. <3


I'mma try and put up screen shots.


I need to figure out how people get the actual MCR outfits onto the game...I have no clue Dx. Right now, Gerard looks like a super-goth, and Frank looks like a punk rocker with chains.

But they're awesome either way. :/




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I just think I should mention this to those who actually read my journals and stuff...


You guys rock.

You guys ARE real friends.

You guys = <3










With that being said, I'mma go run my head into a wall.

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~xrandomstuff:iconxrandomstuff: Jan 3, 2008, 4:04:48 PM
Ugh. I wish I could help, but we're so far apart. :(

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~lifeafterdeath13:iconlifeafterdeath13: Jan 3, 2008, 4:08:09 PM
:D thank you. not to sound wierd or anything but the sames true about me... my real friends are here. i hope things get better for you soon!

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~Linz87:iconLinz87: Jan 3, 2008, 4:12:24 PM
I'm low too :( I think it's 'cause it's January. I hate January.
~EllieFeilder:iconEllieFeilder: Jan 3, 2008, 4:12:34 PM
don't be sad! you've got all the people on DA, and i think ur messing up on the violin just cause u've been play the guitar =^_^= it happens to the best of us. good luck with the guy

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~Dark-Mew:iconDark-Mew: Jan 3, 2008, 4:16:03 PM
Hey, you're not a freak just because you've never gone out with anyone before!
I haven't either! :D
And I'm older than you! [I think]...but that could just me I'm a freak...I dunno...


And we rock?
Maybe so,
But you rock also! :hug:

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If you could see inside I'm really crying,
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~BleedingRoses12006:iconBleedingRoses12006: Jan 3, 2008, 4:40:08 PM
Aww, hunny! :hug: It'll be alright, just hang in there, okay? Boys are a difficult thing but there's always a silver lining (like pools and Frerardy Sims :D :D ) Try looking at the positive things instead of all the negative things (but don't ignore those either, just don't let them rule your life.) Yes I know all that sounds sappy and you've probably heard it a million times, but it's really true. Sometimes you just have to smile when you feel like crying. Trust me I've spent most of my life doing just that. Laughing like a mad person when I felt like bawling like a baby.

Hang in there honey, everything will get better. :hug: :heart:

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~Taralitha:iconTaralitha: Jan 3, 2008, 4:41:19 PM
Go out with him. The first boyfriend is always really important. He sounds like a truly good guy if he talks to you and knows what you like and things. And the fact that he likes you back rocks! Go for it!

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Breathe.
~Yomeko:iconYomeko: Jan 3, 2008, 5:06:30 PM
Can I joine you went running ya head in the wall >> so I feel pain with you ?? :hug:

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~Cloza:iconCloza: Jan 3, 2008, 5:57:53 PM
:hug: boys are a diffrent species(pretty much) go out with him or not do wat u wanna do
my friend set me up coz a guy thought i was hot... its hard to decide go with wat u think

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~BrkenHeartsBleed:iconBrkenHeartsBleed: Jan 3, 2008, 6:19:12 PM
Go out with Eddie you wee-tard! He's amazing sweet and he's the kind of guy that'd be good for you


<3 get some ballz love, we arent in middle school no more <3

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