I CHALLENGE YOU TO A JOUST!
CrazyI swear, deviantART is the God of Reference Pictures.
Been sifting through pages, finding great references for a jousting horse and its knight, and horse anatomy.
I suck at drawing horses. Mainly the legs. Too many fucking joints, man.
But I'm planning to attempt a drawing of a jousting horse for my history portion of the Freshmen Academy Horse Book project.
Thank you dA. U RULZ SOOOO HARD.
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I get the feeling that I don't have any real friends anymore.
I feel...used.
Situation 1: I'm walking to lunch when one of my 'friends' (who never sits with me or talks to me) stop me and ask me if I have seen ______. I say no, and they look disoriented at first, then end up saying "Well, I'll sit with you then!" So I end up sitting with someone who is constantly looking around for someone else, using me so they don't look like they're lost and alone.
Situation 2: In class, one of my 'friends' doesn't have the same class as their other, real friends. They spot me and come sit beside me, pretending to talk and be interested until after class when they drop me in the gutter and go running off with their group, forgetting I even existed.
Situation 3: One of my 'friends' who never associates with me forgets their homework or their pencil, come up to me and start talking to me like we're bestest pals, and ask for said pencil or homework paper.
I am not anyone's friend.
I am just a tool; convenient to have around, a burden, and easy to forget that I exist.
And here, people wonder why I don't let myself get too close to people; why I always avoid communicating and keep pushing people away.
Because I know I will be used. Used until I have fulfilled my purpose and my uses to my 'friends' and be tossed out like an old tool.
Fuck them all. I don't need people. I don't need society. I don't need anything.
I am a human, not a FUCKING tool.
Devious Comments
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"Half my Kingdom it is then." -Silas 'Kings'
that's why I'm a bit abusive in my relationships...
Though the more shit we go through, the closer we get~
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In ur house stealin ur brainz,
Waitin fo tha skool yearz
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being used sucks.
Just humor them I guess. Or when they ask for stuff, turn the offensive and say you dont have said object to spare.
horse anatomy is hard. Took me forever to get it right.
Try to be negative without being mean, like say something sarcastic if they ask you something for their own gain. That'll usually make them leave you alone since you won't seem to appealing.
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Mikey:
Smiles infect the people around you like the Black Plauge.
^_________^BECOME INFECTED TODAY!!!^_________^
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Breathe.
Besides, I prefer being on my own.
i'm your friend?
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Its all about the music. Sweet,dirty,bad ass,music.It ain't the money and it sure as hell ain't just for the fame
WARNING puppies may piss when squeezed
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"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction"
-Antoine De Saint Exupery :thumb37996449:
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